"Hates the month of March. Unfortunate things always happen. Cool though, life DOES go on. Reminiscing about the old times when I could kiss my beautiful grandmothers face. I can feel the warmth from her face on my lips."
My grandmother left March 4, 2007. I could never forget. I have never really paid attention the consistency of unfortunate things happening in the month of March until just now. March left me in a lot of pain and grief in 2007. Now, 2010, this month still leaves what feels like the world on my shoulders. I never show it, my true feelings are continuously bottled in.
This is where the frustration and anger come in. A lot of things I am into keep me busy therefore leaving my thoughts scattered. Coming and going, never long enough for me to just sit and dwell on it. Which is a good thing. I don't feel pity. I just miss being told "everything will be alright". Cuddling with my grandmother, FEELING and BELIEVING everything would be fine. God gives us gifts and briefly removes them away. Reminding us that there will come a time we will all have to stand on our own two feet.
Nostalgia.
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